Soon i will became 25.
To be honest its big deal , well i know in future if i thinking back why its big deal , i maybe thinking im stupid.
But at least for now its big deal for me.
I asking my self after 25 years living what you be done?
Many thing im done of course! There a lot of thing i learning in some point i like this chance being alive but in some point i tired how this world work
There mix feeling depend how my life but for sure being 25 i love my self more. I know excatly im have bad thing and good thing inside me befre i trying to hide or make that bad thing of me became good thing in some point i tired. I cant do that anymore
And now i just accept how bad i was , trying do more good thing than bad thing and embrace all i have now. First i thinkign i like my self look now than before im not in ideal side of woman even for indonesia woman. Im big
Before trying too look smal , look not so big but for now i like. I like the way i look , i love my self more and try show more confident cause i know if i dont love my self there no one love me.
So i wil proud show how ‘big’ i am , and show more style in my far away ideal body goals
Like i said before this year i will post more ootd , style cause its something i like something i want share , and now im confident enought no matter how not goals my body i was but i love my body more maybe than other who have body goals
Top : Monki / Pants : Online / Outware : H&M / Bag : Berskha / Sandals : BeBob