Whenever you meet someone you must know you will say good bye to that person or maybe to another person
Its life , someone come and someone go away

Lost one friend , its became everybody problem. I bet almost all reader have been in this problem. Lost your friend.

Either me. I lost one of my bf , and its almost 1 years. From we very close to each other. Always contact each other with line , skype , whats up , and now we just stranger. We act like we dont know each other , like we never close before.

I dont know why  , she suddenly disappear , i try call her , and pretending nothing happen like everything its good. Start talk about something we like , but she just reply so cool and she disappear. At first i think i was to sensitive maybe i got wrong idea that she want disappear from my life , but after a while i feel im not wrong yeah she try. And i let her disappear btw.

Yeah i let

Friendship for me its understanding each other its no perfect , respect each other , and fight for each other. That mean about friendship for me. But if she not try to fight for this relationship since i already try , so yeah what can i do its let her go. Let her disappear.

Honestly at first i sad , who is not sad lost bf? But you know its life , you need that feel. Feeling lost someone so you can feel gladly full with what you have now.

Im sure she have new world , new world without me with new bf. And me i get new world without her and still with my some of old bf. Team heal , im sure. Because its what i feel now , at first i lost her i feel bad about that and i wanna solve this problem i dont want her disappear. In other side i cant push her stuck with me since she dont want. FYI we dont have any problem we dont fight about something but someday she try to disappear. She choice to leave me , so what i can do its leave her go.

Im fine…. Thx to time who always healing my pain….
And of course to my family and my old bf who always beside me…. ALWAYS

Btw for you who maybe read my blog…

Hey girl….

I know we became stranger now. And maybe its to late to make it seems nothing happen. I wish all the best for you , and if i do something bad for you im sorry. I know how i always make funny for you but im not sure is that reason why you want disappear but i just only thinking about that. Only that reason why you decide leave me. Its my part but i can get rid its bad part of me i know , but can you just remember good part for me , if you more remember about that just a little bit maybe our relationship never like this. But yeah its already happen i cant said anything. Btw i know you already graduate and somehow i cant mention in front of you because you never tell me directly you already graduate. Congtraz for your graduate i hope the best for you. And yeah… Im sorry for all thing i done to you im not perfect but you either i thing we can understanding each other but we wrong now we decide to walk with our own part so hope the best for you , hope for you happiness and all good thing….

Your ex best friend

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Home Still The Best

Finally! Finally….
I come back home. Seriously im come back too early , because one and two problem so i come  back home. And seriously its not good reason for come back.

I always pray to come back soon as possible , and im come back really  early but because the reason i hate , feel super suck!

Anyway… forget about reason im come back , and lets move on….

When im come back , one thing i really want , hang out!
Hang out with family and of course my best friend!!!!!

Im really really sad when i can meet  my friend which school in Singapore because if the time period right , im come back and right time , i cant meet him. But because im come back early, so i can meet him. Its really one of a lot of think i can feel glad because im come back early.


Decide to eat sushi together , because we sushi love!
Yeah im official sushi fans! HAHAHA

Actually one of our friend , called jotha or nemo , she must come with us. But because one and two problem so she cant made it , so only tree of us. Even with her , we still have fun together , chit chat , laugh , in short world we really have fun!

Great friend , Great time.

Our Sushi!!!!





Actually  i have fun story behind this picture… or at least all food picture….

Okay first , we really hungry when we come here. We order food as soon possible , but the food really TAKE A LONG TIME. So we decide to order another thing from sushi bar..

and TADAH….!!!



We really forget to take picture. Who care we really hungry together!!! Eat first thinking later. HAHA

Beside meet them for first time , the other think its special is , if you realize im show my self with my glasses. Its real glasses not fake , yeah my eye is not good so i wearing glasses. But seriously i really often hang out wearing glasses i always wearing contact lens , but because my contact lens get problem so i must wearing glasses , i dont have any other option. HMPH…

But for seriously ,  i think its not that bad wearing glasses this time , so yeah like usually my selfie…

Excuse my selfie pleasee…. HAHA





So glad i have awesome friend like that , i can share everything with them without worry. And beside them i can be my self , talk whatever i want , laugh together. No more sad

Come back home its really awesome and still the best. Whenever i am , for me home still the best thing for me. But if my home should gone , i just home people around me is not gone. Home for me is the place with person i love no matter where i am , if i have person i love which mean its home.

How about you? What are you think about home? What home mean for you?


I think i will made more post day by day. *sigh*. I dont have many think to do , beside came to school , come back home and do nothing! So i will made some activity which mean blogging  , and other stuff like that. So maybe i will update my blog more often.

Welcome to my boring world!

Even yah its boring , im still enjoy what i have been done until now. This moment , i dont want to regret because i know in future i will be super glad because i ever to past kind this moment , is not good moment , but not horrible too!

So…. Past week ago (before im leaving Indonesia) , me and my beloved friend Jotha decide to date together, only us! Ahahaha , how so sweet we are right? Basically i accompany her to hang out at new place for her. So we decide go to Fabrick. Since i want to wi-fi do some survey and looking some good food.

Our messy table



Cih! Ugly finger


Since i know more about what good stuff at Fabrik , i who decide what we order. Since my lovely friend who have limited brain give to me for decide which food good , so yeah we choice to buy burger and chicken! And she like!


Black burger we order that time. Super big , and weird. Just wonder how can bread come with black color. I dont want to have bad think about yeah since is weird and unusually i try to introduce kind of this bread to my beloved friend.

Actually i ever to eat and see something like this at Shanghai , but in Indonesia honestly is my first time looking bread come with black color , maybe some of you will feel crazy looking this burger , but seriously taste is same like normal burger. Is like bread , normal bread laaaa



Because is too big , and we just wonder how to eat. She , Nemo decide to eat big burger with her style. Wonder how she eat big burger with her style. Like this…



*sigh* I dont know if anybody have ever try eat burger like this before. But seriously is kinda stupid and i dont feel like im eating burger at all. Okay i try hard to imagine im at burger . but yeah the fact i dont feel like im eat burger at all if im eat with her style.



Other think we order is chicken. And she , Nemo really like it. Me too! Server with big portion and price is not bad is worthy to try laaa


And i get milkshake coffee that day. Not special at all.

For me , im like fabrik. They have good food , good place and with nice price. Not expensive laaa… But for some part i dont like fabrik because their service. You must wait for long time for get your food. But yeah the rest is good. They even have special even on tuesday (if im correct) you can order bir only 1 box , is quietly cheap buy bir with that price at Bandung.




Beside talking about food we share many times together. We never stop to talking when we meet , just wonder why we became like that. We always something to share with each other and im enjoy hang out around with her.

Even she not perfect best friend in the world , maybe the baddest. But who care!?! She is my best friend and i proud of that!

One of poem i meet when we came to fabrik toilet. I love this poem


Stupid friend.



She dont have any idea i take her picture







Last my selca , i just only have one selca in that time. Wonder why


I never ask to have perfect best friend , i just wanna ask to God , protect our friendship forever. Even she not perfect but i wanna be her best friend until we old and die

Meet Up Again!

Remember my Shanghai friend , someone who i never mention about her name? Yeaps… Finally we meet up again before im come back to Shanghai.


We spent so many times , moment together at Shanghai. She super nice friend , and because we came from same city we really easy to being friendly , and plus we ever came to same school before. So its much more easy talking with her. Im glad meet her at Shanghai.

After im came back for holiday , i dont know for one and other reason we dont meet up. We mention to meet up each other but dont know we cancle all. And now we made sure for meet up before im came back to Shanghai. We choice one of coffee shop near our home.

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I forgot to bring my camera and here all picture taking from my iphone so quality is not that good.

Super happy meet her again , we share our story at shanghai. What we do at Shanghai before , she tell me if she miss Shanghai food and other think , and of course we talk about our life at Bandung. What we plan for life and future like job , and bla bla bla…

Im glad we can meet up before i leave again to com back to Shanghai. Make me realize “Ah we are being friend not because we live in other country but because we like each other”i think is important.

I dont know when im stay at Shanghai , im kind quietly person , i dont really like made new friend. Dont know why , even im shy person im not person who lazy have new friend (okay lah sometimes i lazy). But here im very very very lazy to get new friend. I dont even care im alone or have a friend.

Maybe reason is , im scary people super friend here because we live in other country , not because she/he like me as friend. Just because situation made she/he being my friend , and im scary when im come back to Indonesia she/he will hate me or something like that. So i decide not to friendly.

Just glad she not kind type like that. Even i dont know what she think about me , but at least i wanna believe like that , she wanna be my friend because im good friend.

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We spent like 4 hour stay at cafe for chit chat and now dont wonder if i have so many picture together with her!

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For the end this post is my selca being dorky

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See you next year shanghai friend , hope i can meet you as soon as possible when im come back , and we can made good memories again together

Search Word

Always do something crazy when you with your best friend.

You must now if you have best friend , what mean and of course what happen. For you who dont have best friend , “Hey you deserve get best friend! Search for get them!”

I always do something crazy when im with my best friend. I spent almost my time with them , since yeah i dont have many friend and i dont really care about that. Why i should have many friend when best friend is enough? Please dont miss understanding me , im not person hate social but i kinda lazy (what made diferent hey!?)

Even i leave them for a couple moth , have something never change! One of my friend , jotha really like to play ‘search word’ at Waruku , one of japan restaurant in my city. Before i leave Indonesia we play it , until i come back we still play it. I dont know what the fun point , but she like cause if you succeed you will get voucher 50.000 rupiah.


They really play very serious for ‘search word’



Even Jotha ignore me while im taking a picture , she even dont realize i taking a picture LOL



The voucher is not really good. I mean yeah its good , price its okay 50.000 rupiah. But i dont think you must addict play ‘search word’ for that voucher right? But i always agree to everything (almost) , what she want. I must be good girlfriend to my best friend.

Since she succeed , Jotha we get voucher and spent for eat. Hoho… Im not kidding i really like eat here. Everything come with perfect taste at waraku. I just wonder why this shop never full

Salmon Teriyaki , taste is not kidding so goooodd!


Buy Salmon only 1Rupiah! Can you imagine this one only 1Rp , because they have special event , when you order one drink you can order sushi only 1Rp!?!!


Ocha for drink!


Actually we order another think , its noddles but because Jotha (okay this name came again) , really cant endure her hungry so she eat and i must said i forget to take a picture too and blame to my stupid friend , Jotha. Buakakaka so evil me!

We just end that visiting like usually. Jotha play ‘search word’ . Me and Jul playing card , Jea busy with her own word. We really have each think we want to do , but yeah i must said even we have what we want to do , and that different but that think not we made feel down.

With you best friend you just can feel relax , you can do anything you want. Do anything without feel fear.

Sister from another mom and dad


Me and stupid Jotha





Selca time!





My lovely sister from another mom and dad , all!





Play With Camera

Super glad my camera already recover! I think my camera never come back to normal , but yeah i must spent some money for recovery.

So basically lens of camera broken , so i need another one. Just buy only lens around 65 dollar , plus service my camera already good again. I think its expansive for repair camera , but mei you ban fa cause i really love my camera and for me my samsung camera its super awesome camera , come with flip lcd and of course good quality!

Camera back so lets play with camera , take some picture because feel boring!

Me and Jul







If you look careful my hair in this picture already different , i already add some purple color on my hair. But said think after 2 or 3 time i wash my hair my purple hair gone , only little purple color you can see right now. Purple color never long lasting on my head! Plan for get another color before come back to SH!

Take a picture with my little sister for another mom!



And last not least ME!





I will come back to SH 13 this month. Just spent my few day with my awesome person around me. Cause i will come back next year to Indonesia , gonna miss them so much!